It took me sooooooooooo many days to complete this. Ended entry on Nov 7. I'm kinda in a can't-be-bothered kinda mood these days, except devouring Eclipse morning, day, evening and night and neglecting everything around me, including SCHOOL. I think I'm kinda getting out of hand, for the first time mom's not happy that I waste my time reading. Lol. My whole world's consists of Edward and Bella and Jacob now and I can't live a day without them and I'll be extremely disappointed whenever I had to put down the book due to something else I need to do like toilet breaks, eating etc! I think I need to go see a psychiatrist.
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Back to this entry.
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I feel kinda weird that I'm doing this entry, that I COULD do this entry without any setbacks, problems or any unexpected troubles. And I know the reason very well why I'm feeling this way. Just a year ago, when I was about to, supposed to, do a raya entry, I was...interrupted, by something huge and life-changing, that changed mine, asraf's, his family's and his friends's lives. It took everyone by surprise, shook the worlds of everyone that're related, and things just never gotten the same way again. It put my then raya entry on hold, and instead replaced it with a few heart-wrenching, moving entries due to the event.
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Can you believe it's already been a year?
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And so much has happened ever since that fateful episode.
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And now here I am, sitting here with all these things that has happened in my life, still surviving. And having this opportunity to blog about my raya THIS year without any interruptions. Such a nice, normal life. And I don't know why this doesn't make me happy at all. I can't believe I'm saying this, but if I could turn back time to that period, I would. I miss all that. All the tears, the shock, the cold fingers, the numbness, the emptiness, the uncertainties, the twist of events, the reunion, the tears of joy, the feeling of completion, everything. I really miss all of that. It was one of those periods where you will never ever forget, that has become one of those memories that will forever be etched into your mind and heart forever until the day you die. It was one of those periods where you truly experience things in life that you thought you'd never experience, those experiences where you had the chance to marvel at how powerful God is, how miracles really do exist, how STRONG love is, the reunion especially. I'm just lucky enough to be picked to experience all that, and I'm truly grateful.
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Wait, this is supposed to be a raya entry! Hee.
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Let the pictures do the talking! With friends, in random order,
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Ida's 21st birthday/open house
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it was an ice-cream cake, thus the dry ice! It was smoky2 in real life but the camera didn't catch that.
sophia if you're reading this! I met your sister! Heh!
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a gift from her special someone.
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Carlo Rino you!
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my gift! Nyeheh!
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we didn't take a photo of her with the gift but I got her a halter-neck dress! Siap lah nanty pompuan nie pakai baju tu gie clubbing!
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kamal and elmo came! Polong too but he's not in the picture.
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hehe told you he's my new boyfriend! Ngan orang lain tanak amik gamba, ngan kak mimi je yg die nak! Mentel hor!
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this has started to become a tradition lol! We did it last year, this year we did it again! Let's do it again next year and so on! Why? I don't know!
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pay attention to this photo while you can heh.
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anyway I made a new friend! Nama die Maybelline you! Half the time I had no idea what the heck she was talking about cos she spoke in tamil. LOL. Aku pun macam faham lah kan bobal ngan die.
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can you see clouds?? =D
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haaaahhh pilih pilih PIIILLIIIIHHHH!!!!
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gadis nie pandai masak, pandai jaga budak, pandai kemas rumah. Tak rugi pilih dia! Haaahhh pilih pilih!!
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then dorang pun tak tau ape nak buat. But despite that, I still had fun with these two :) move along and you'll see lol.
nad!
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and together, we make the three most craziest threesome ever lol. I had to EXCLUDE some of our crazy pics cos they were really embarrassing and crazy heh. :X To let see you see a few...
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heh! Trust me, you DON'T want to see the rest of the crazy tak tau malu pics LOL. You know, the one thing I most looked forward to on that day was our travel rides in the van cos these rides were the most fun! Like when we get to a place, we'll be all boring and proper but once we're back in the van, all hell breaks loose! You know I know, right girls? ;)
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they were forever at the BACK of the van gossipping amongst one another! We, the crazy tak tau malu girls called them the gossip girls! The back of the van was called the gossip corner lol.
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and her kuih suji! Hehe! Cute kan! I still think hers was the best kuih suji ever, after going to a lotta places for raya and trying the various kuih suji's, it further concealed the fact that hers was the best. Thanks sha for the pics! Very thoughtful :)
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ape saje je la my new boyfriend nih!
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k i dunno what the heck nad is doing!
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okay so we switched places, now kite tiga greenies plak yang took over the gossip corner! I have no idea what the hell I was talking about sampai muke macam gitu mentel skali! Sheesh!
okay i still dunno wat the heck nad is doing.
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yeay for us!
last house ever! ziera's!
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see told you he's my new boyfriend! Forever berkepit kat kak mimi die! Lol. Sighhhh the maternal instincts has kicked in.
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sayang korang k! Thanks for making my day! :)
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Raya with MDIS
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du wasn't there! and i'm still not happy about it! lol.
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thanks to nur, we got our belated belated BELATED birthday presents seh! Walaupun dah basi giler babi lol...so thoughtful of her!
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hehe so cute!
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nur and me. We used to call her cable. Inside joke heh!
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nui and me!
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suriani and me!
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amir the pimp with a borrowed cane that belonged to my opah. *roll eyes* lol!
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the chicks.
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FATTAH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAHA!!!! YES YES YES THAT'S HIM!!!!!! You can close your mouths now LOL! Fattah dah jadi abang2 booddyyyyyy saaaaappppp!!!! SO DIFFERENT isn't he?! I think you should see him in real life to get more impact cos I don't think the picture above does justice to how much THINNER he is NOW!!!
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Us at his place!! LOL I think the highlight of the day was meeting him in person again after SO MANY YEARS. All of us couldn't take our eyes off him cos we honestly couldn't believe our eyes how DIFFERENT he looks now! But Fattah is still Fattah, still the same ol diva that he is! Hahah! Rindu sak die! Sheesh!
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i wore this to asraf's place heh. Was contemplating on whether I should wear this or the green one but chose this instead. Okay kan? Or was the green one better?
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