I SO totally RAWK my O levels man!!!!!!!

My gawd it's either i totally underestimated myself or some miracle happened.

Cos based on my results, I can actually go to a CI.

I'm so NOT kidding!!!!!

Also, I can apply for a MASS COMM course cos I got a bloody A2 for my English...gawd.

I took 6 subjects and I passed aaaaalll.
:-
1 distinction(A2 for Eng)
5 credits ( B4 for Maths, F&N, Malay and C6 for Combined Humanities and Sci(Phy, Chem).

So in total I got 20 points if based on L1R4. 26 points if based on L1R5.

I was most worried about my Combined Humanities and Science cos I thought I sucked at the papers but managed to scrape a C6 so yeah phew, close call.

But aaaaaaaaaaahh my ENGLISH!!!!!!!

Mass Comm courses here I come baby.
For the polys, look out look out for me cos I'm heading your way!!

I so totally rawk my O's man.

It was ssooooo unexpected.

I still can't believe it myself. It has not yet absorbed into me...

Gawd tak caye sak...my baby also tak caye. He believed that I can make it but when he heard that I can actually take A levels, his eyes grew really wide lol.

Lol I've prolly said this a million times today but...

My gawd.
Psst...I wanna tell you guys a secret...promise you won't tell ya?

I met Taufik today.

Yes. That Batisah guy who lives in Bukit Batok and now are serving his NS as a policeman?

Oh yeah I almost forgot...jeez how could I forget? He also became the first Singapore Idol.

Yeah that guy. Anything clicked yet? :P

Lol gehehehehe. I'm serious! :P

I'm feelin really sleepy rite now so I'd better finish this off quick.

It all started when my mom, the crazy teenybopper that she is(for those of you who has read my past blog wld know *hint*ClayAiken*hint*) wanted to go down to IMM to see him...she's been beggin abt this since last two weeks ago or sumthing. So yeah, today we left at 2.30pm and then suddenly she became really petty and whiny and naggy and irritating because she thought we were late.

I mean come on...how far can IMM be...and he's appearing at 4 so that gives us one and a half hours to get there...

Haiz...mothers. I have never ever seen her in that state before...and all becos of sum Bukit Batok guy. She kept raising her voice saying "you dun get it! you dun get it! I wanna be punctual! I'm a punctual person" and I was like stating the obvious but she kept denying everything then she stopped talking to me during the whole journey lolz...

But anyway past that...arrived at IMM like yeah way before 4...budden there're still a lot of pple there screaming and teenyboppering and everything...

Lol been there done that baby.

But lucky for us, Taufik wasn't like those celebrities who came like waaaayy after their scheduled time. He was a little late but it was like tah? 15/20mins? So yeah as you expect it, everybody was like screaming and teenyboppering and he was grinning and waving and making people crazy.

He looked a bit tembam...felt like pinchin his cheeks.

Then came the unexpected. Mom actually BROUGHT the cd from home without telling me...and she was like nudging me to go queue up to get our cd cover signed.

I was soooo speechless gawd!!

I was like, why don't you go since you wanted to see him so much...lol never seen her so star struck and shy like that before...

But in the end we queued up together. Eventually got to Taufik but couldn't say anything to him cos it was damn deafening and everything...I only got to shake his rough, manly hand. He said thank you and smiled...and then that was it. And yeah he shook my mom's hand too lol.

Gawd the handshake was SO hard and firm, like as though he was shaking a guy's hand. It hurt a little cos it was so firm I thought my bones cracked!! Lol. Even Mom said the same thing. The handshake was definitely unexpected......ouch.

He was wearing this white long sleeved shirt and a cap as usual. Mom said his makeup was cakey...lol but I was like, I couldn't see his face properly becos of his cap. But I tell ya his EYELASHES...yes.

I think my most fave part of him physically is his EYELASHES. They were sooooooooo GORGEOUS and LONG and THICK and CURLY and PRETTY and PERFECT...

gawd I think his EYELASHES are the longest and the thickest of the guys that I've met and known by far, from my point of view.

And no too bad I didn't take any pictures...hahz.

My mom la...haiz.

Oh and he didn't sing...which sucked a little cos i was looking forward to hear him sing. I thought every autograph signing should have a little singing shouldn't they?

Then when he left, everybody was like running down the escalators and out of the damn shopping centre to catch him leave. It was like a mini stampede....

I couldn't help but smile...I was like "hey that used to be me."

aaahh those were the days man. Those teenybopper days. *looks knowingly at my "ex-teenybopper" friends...you guys know who you are :)*

Aight enough of Taufik..

tomorrow's the big day people.

PEOPLE!!!!!!!!! TOMORROW'S THE BIG DAAAAYYY!!!!!!!!

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

*screams and runs around like a mad chicken*
Okay I ain't nervous or anxious no more.

Maybe just a little tiny itsy witsy bit...but no more.

Maybe it's because of the ever too many alternatives that I can go to if in case, I don't qualify for poly.

Lasalle, BMC, Stansfield college, MDIS, Shatec, Informatics group, yadda yadda yadda...

Oh, I didn't include NAFA because the qualifications are the same as poly.

come on what's more?! Ape lagi yg ade come on! tell me!!

What others??

As long as it does not involve having to go overseas, I'll take your suggestions.

I'm just deeply impressed with these alternatives...their qualifications are so reasonable and easy to achieve and yet, you can still get a diploma.

Or better still, straight to a degree without a hassle.

Okay I'm just bored.

People please can tag me or sumthing and don't just read my entries and leave??!

Pretty please?

*flashes an innocent smile and batters her eyelashes*
Well I just realised that the blog's song is kinda irritating after a while. I wanna change but I guess I'll change after Monday to suit whatever mood that I'm gonna have later on.

Stumbled into my ex classmate, Imran's blog. Lol n the photos section got my face...I was like, what the hell was I doing?! Muke tercengang gitu...hahahz.

Then got the photos of his Seoul Garden outing with our ex classmates. That was when I realised I miss them all so muuuucchh!!!

I miss my ex classmates...*le sigh*

Long gone were the days when we're all together as one...bullying and makin jokes with each other and our teachers...

*more le sigh*

Oh yeah...I really don't know WHAT'S the point of having all those express and sec 5 classes who're taking their O's this year to sit at the back of the hall and see us taking our results and see how our reactions gonna be like. I mean, isn't it nerve-wrecking enough to actually make yourself come to school to pick up the ever-so-dreading results and to know that there're actually people witnessing it...witnessing your reaction and everything...

It's supposedly to make them feel and see how it's like when THEY get their results...supposedly to give them motivation to study la konon when they see us crumble and die...

GAH!

I hate private candidates.

Why can't WE, the public candidates get our results by post too??!!

I'd rather not leave the house at all siaz when I get my results.

can I be invisible on Monday?

Cos i know that I am surely gonna cry...

No matter if my results are good and the bestest of the best or bad and the worsest of the worst...I'm gonna cry.

Seriously. I'm over-emotional and dramatic like that.

Haiyaaaaa problems problems problems....

why is my ex school so meeeeeaaaann???

why are they doing this to us???

why?!!? WHY!??! WWHHHYYYYY!!!!???
Aight.

It's official.

It's on the 28th.

The release date is on the 28th Feb 2005 and candidates can collect their results at their school at 2.00pm. Private candidates will be notified by post.

You can check it here: http://www.moe.gov.sg/press/2005/pr20050224.htm

I am feeling so nauseous I can barely even type this entry. And the killer tummy ache is killing me.

I have no idea whether it's because of my nausea and anxiety or just plainly my pms.

But whatever it is, it hurts.

I am so thankful baby's gonna come with me.

He can catch me if I faint.
First things first...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SHA
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SHA
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO SITI SHAHIRA BTE ZAILANIIII...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY TOOOOOOOOOOOO

SHAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!

Woohoo this lass is already 18??!! Soon enough before you know it she'll be 40 and happily married with 9 kids and 16 cats!!

hahahz. Sha's really dreadin to be 18 isn't she?

It's not really that bad...18's still way, way young.

I can't wait to be 18. Here are some possible reasons of being an 18 yr old:

*Can finally be legal to use Friendster
* Can finally watch M18 movies
* Can finally be legal to buy cigs
* Can finally be legal to buy certain alcoholic drinks
* Can finally be legal to enter some clubs without fake IDs
* Can finally sign up for that driver's licence you've always been eyeing for since you were 7.
* a legal age to get married in some countries wakakaka..
* a legal age to get laid in some countries wakakaka..
* it's an age where you can do anything without parental consent anymore!!

and of course, there're more....

So have a very happy birthday...*hUgGiEz* :)

Baby visited my blog yesterday lolz becos he asked me to...but he didn't tag. Just hope that he forgets the url of my blog so that I can safely type any entries without being paranoid that he'll find out for example, if I have any plans on surprising him for his next birthday or what to get him for his present, yadda yadda...

Heard that 25th Feb is THE day....

and I do mean, THE day...

where either the 16/17/18 yr old youngsters will commit suicide or get soooooo happy and ecstatic until they get drunk and wake up to a stranger's face the next day.

Yes.

It's the day when the O's results will come out.

Of course, I'm not really that sure...I just HEARD...

But really tho, there is a huge possibility that it can come out on the 25th. Becos in the past years, the results usually comes out at the end of the week or sumthing. And since on the 28th is on a Monday...25th is like the perfect day. And it HAS to be on a Feb...becos some of the polys's first day of school is in April so March will be a little too late for the results to come out...

Oh gaaawwd...

Somebody please help me before I crumble.
Woohoo changed my layout yet again~~

I thought the previous layout was cute...but then after a while I couldn't stand having to scroll and squint my eyes to read the entries...besides, the main point of a blog was for the entries so I wanted a layout that has a bigger space for entries and etc.

I found a really cool website for music codes that has this uploading thingy where you can upload ur own music from ur comp to that website so it can host it. So means yay!!! I can upload my Galanggal song!!! But now I'm so absorbed in She's Hot by T.O.K so I decided to put up this song instead...

woooohooooo T.O.K rawkx!!!

Credits to baby and his guy frends for makin me addicted to ragga!! *wink*

And oh yeah, just to make this layout a bit more personal, I decided to replace the actual picture of an unknown ang moh girl holding a flower with a picture of baby and me instead. Hehe...it's a minor thing so you prolly can't see it.

LOL who am I kidding.

*whistles*

:P :P
Woooopeedoooo it's been a few days since I last updated this blog of mine. SO many things has happened ever since baby got his driver's licence...had a BLAST of a time! Boy this is going to be a loooooong entry.

Wednesday:
Went to baby's house and lepakz...mama tak buat ape2. She told me that the makan2/doa selamat will be on the next day so yeah..then skali Wandi called baby ajak turun makan kat Al-meen he blanje becos it was his 19th birthday. So yeah baby and i turun..went to Al-ameen..I expected Ika, Wandi's gal to be there then skali baby was like dorang dah break...so I was like the only girl there siakz amongst all the six guys there. There were baby, wandi, bai, al, kechik and aril. And of cos me...the rose amongst all the thorns.

But before we ate, the guys planned nak belikan wandi a bday cake...so yeah they ajak me to come along becos girls so-called noe better abt these kinda stuff. Asked baby what flavor wandi likes, baby said liquor. Then I told baby there is such thing as a Tiger Beer cake but like, takkan wandi je nak makan sorang kan. That time was like, quite late at night leady and all the shops were closing and everything so we searched and searched for a perfect gift for wandi tapi can't find anything. And the stupid cake shop also dah tutup...then skali dunno who la, got this idea of buying wandi wine. Since FairPrice was like the only shop that's opened that time(besides 7-eleven), we decided to buy him a nice bottle of red wine, accompanied by a really pretty pink plastic bag. lol. Wandi was quiet when he received the gift but he was all smiles all the same. Can tell he appreciated it hahahz. Then we makan until baby's parents came to pick baby and me up. Then wandi was like "cheh mak mentua kape" lol. Went to mak ndak's house for the first time to pick up kakak then saw iiiyyaaaahh!! mentel mentel iyah...sho cute canx! So jealous of her eyes!! So round and pretty...so small yet so becok leady...dah bual mcm makcik2 kepo..lol.

Thursday: Went to TP's open house with Fil. Had fun...the place was as usual, happening giler. ALL the people there were so happening...even the cleaners were happening..I spotted this one nyonya with this really cool hairstyle. Went mostly to the design school area becos Fil's guy is in design school. So we explored almost the entire design school areas..the classrooms, the lounges, bla bla bla...gerek ah. There were shows too like the dikir barat, malay dance, etc...but the dikir barat was gerek ah. Funny! Then went to the applied science school but it's like nothing's there...then went to business school and caught this short funny skit by the business students. They were all so smart-looking canz..with all the black suits and everything. Such a major difference from the design students. Then saw Feeza then hung out for a while then we went home. I went to baby's house after that. Baby told me he can pick me up after 7. So I took my time and went to Cosway Pt and waited until baby came.

Wooo when baby came...that's like the best part siakz. That was like the first time ever I saw him drive an actual car and on actual Singapore roads...lol. I was so excited and was like *jump2* and *grin2* then skali saw his dad sat beside him...lol so paisey canx. Baby was like saying to me that he wants to "bodeh2" with his dad first..to show him that he can really drive well so that his dad can fully trust him to drive on his own. Lol. But best lah...see him drive. He looked soOoOoOo sexy behind the wheel....XD

Arrived at his house and met his grandparents for the first time ever. Mak ndak and family was there too..with iyah and everyone. That nyte was like, the first time ever I've experienced meeting his family from his mom's side. Met mok su and everyone...was so nice...but yah of cos, it was awkward. Then doa selamat and everything..then ate and hang out with everyone...baby was mostly with kakak's boyfriend..so I was left outside with all his makciks and everything...walauweyz. But nvm...they were all aight. Kecoh bunch of people so I had fun :) But couldn't help feelin out of place....who can blame me duhh...

Friday(yesterday): went to RP's open house with Sha. I was like totally clueless siaz..didn't know how to go to the friggin place but yet, THREE people asked me for directions like as though I'm a resident there...lol do I look really that approachable??!! There were like so many people at the busstop but I'm the one they chose...I felt bad cos I kept saying I dunno I dunno...cos I really, REALLY didn't know!! LOL...I'm not from ard that place mahz...duhh...

Saw Sha's performance...she looked so cute playing the clarinet lolz. Was wondering why she kept looking down...there was like once or twice liddat she looked straight at me but didn't smile lol then after the performance she was like "Mimi!! My contact lens drop off!! it's drryyy!!" lol no wonder...she couldn't seeeee...lolz so cute la u sha. Was hungry so before exploring the campus, went to eat at the canteen...was surprised they actually got an ice kachang stall...prolly becos i was still used to the sec skool canteen vibe thingy...then after that went to explore! The library was cool...there was this display of the future RP campus at the entrance...so biiiig and nice. I wonder if it's gonna be as big as SP? But the weird thing is, the campus is concentrating on everything green...wonder if that's a good thing...everything abt the campus is greeenn...

dunno la. The good thing abt the open house yesterday was that it's the only poly I visited that has facililators actually talk to us in details abt each course...usually the other polys, they have student guides to talk to us abt their course. I sat down with the facililators of the new diploma course in New Media and other interested students and we got a very wide perspective and understanding of the course..which is really good. It makes me at least, attracted to join the poly becos of these caring facilitators who bother to actually sit down and talk to us about their course...RP gets my credit for that. i can't really judge RP yet becos their campus is only temporary...but as far I know, the people there are very friendly and caring. Credits to the facilitators!! I love them!!

Baby wanna pick me up ard 7+ liddat and he told me to go home first but then it was like so leceh to go home so me and sha waste time by taking a looong bus ride to jurong east int. Reached there ard 6+ so i decided to waste even more time by going to the library and lepakz while waiting for baby to come. Walauz waited and waited until nearly 8 siaz...this really confirms my opinion, that guys really do get ready as long or in fact, longer than girls sometimes. Tsk. But luckily I wasn't really that bored becos there was this talk abt love and marriage and stuff...so it helps me to pass by the time.

Then they came...baby, wandi, bai and al. Woohoo no dads this time...so you can just imagine how we're like last nite. The windows are winded down, music blasting from the stereo, three crazy guys waving their arms and dancing their asses behind at the backseat, baby constantly panicking me with the "look mi, no hands!" while speeding nearly 120...120's not really that fast but in Singapore roads, it is!! Lol my hair was like flapping around wildly in the wind and all of us were like "weeeeeeeeee!!!!"

Best sakz ade matair yg drive kreter. Lol usually when we go out we always bother abt the last train/bus and hadta be home by 12 liddat if not then we can't go home unless we haf enuff money to take a cab...last nyte was so fun. Drove to Al-ameen, then to town, then to bugis, then to East Coast...piangz. People were like looking at us sey, especially baby cos baby looked so young to be driving a car. People usually thinks that people at baby's age usually drives a bike so yeah, it was weird to some of them when they saw baby cruisin in a car...woohoo!! Then baby went to send me home first and he was like "aight everybody close your eyes...I don't want yall to now where my gal lives" lol then everybody was like "aiyooo miraah..I'm gonna stalk you...I know where you live already aiyooo.." lol lamerz.

But they are a bunch of great guys really.

had loads of fun. Sometimes, I really think that i do get along better with guys than girls. Guys are so much more fun than girls sometimes.

Why can't girls be like guys sometimes...without all the bitchin and gossipin and high expecting and fashion policing and everything...life will be so much more better and greater. Going out with girls will be so much more better and greater. Tsk.

Anyway that's it for now. Gotta go finish up that ice kachang my aunt bought me...chiaoz!
In the future...look out for this name: Muhd Asraf Ali. He could well be the next Michael Schumacher.

COS HE PASSED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HE PASSED! HE PASSED!! HE PASSED HIS TP TEST!!

HE GOT IT!! HE GOT THE CAR'S DRIVER'S LICENCE!!!!!!!

Omg he called me and his voice was so shaky then skali when he said he passed i was like in hysterics siakz. I screamed and screamed then we BOTH cried lol!!

How dramatic can we get.

Ah whatever we are sooooo happy.... gawd.

I am so proud of him. So proud. I knew he can make it. I knew it.

Now I can proudly brag to everyone that I have a boyfriend that drives a car. Not a bike...a car. Now how cool will that be?!

Imagine all the possibilities with the car....he can drive me to my first day of school sumwhere later after O's, he can drive me to skool to collect my O's results, he can drive my gramma to the polyclinic for checkup instead of her wasting her money on taxi fares all the time, he can bring us anywhere when we're going out on dates, no more being sandwiched in mrt trains and buses and tolerating with rude and smelly taxi drivers, he can drive himself to work without being late anymore, no more queuing up in taxi stands, no such thing as sore fingers from all the plastic bags that i'll carry after shopping becos I can dump them at the backseat of the car, etc etc etc...

The possibilities are endless man.

And okay it's not really his car. It's his dad's.

But still!!

I was like calling everyone and screaming to everyone while crying lol...

klakar sakz. How emotional can I get?

I gotta get ready!!! Imma go over to his house right now!!!

Woohoo!!!~~
10 hrs to go...before baby leaves home for his big TP test. Baby's asleep liaoz since 9+pm just now...told him he should get plenty of rest so that he can totally be fresh and alert for his big day tomorrow.

I feel so proud of him. I don't know why...

It's like, he has accomplished something really great in his life. To actually get this far...

Dah dapatkan lesen motor takde pape tau...very easy to get. The only difficult thing that those motor trainees need to deal with are the bad instructors lahz...if they ever have come across one. But other than that, no sweat.

But baby's condition is different. He's taking a car driver's license. Lesen kreter is different. It's so difficult to learn and study and get. But somehow baby managed to get this far. He has had met some ups and downs through this whole process...I remember those dark times when he failed his Final Theory and those constant mugging and late nights to study for his next Final Theory...

I also remember him being so happy when he got the letter from SSDC saying that he finally passed and that he can finally book his TP test on a specific date.

That was one of the greatest things that's ever happened to him.

And now, all he hafta face is the big TP test.

I see no point in him being so nervous and everything...I seriously think he has nailed it. To come through and managed to survive after countless practicals and theory tests and bad instructors and what not, TP test's nothing for him. To me at least.

Even if he does not succeed, who's to say he's a loser. Very very very very few people his age has come this far. It's unbelievable. (baby will be 19 this march..just in case ur wondering :))

Anywayz, all he has to do is to book his next TP test and revise and everything and everything will be fine.

Anyway, to those of you who are clueless about what TP test is, first of all, TP stands for Traffic Police. Not Temasek Poly. :P

The usual practicals are usually examined by regular instructors of the driving centre. The TP test is the final, fiiinnaallest test ever that will determine whether that person will or will not achieve his/her driver's licence. Every person, whether they are taking lesen motor or kreter or bus or whatever, has to go through this TP test.

This test/practical is examined by the traffic police. For those who're taking lesen kreter like baby's case, that traffic police will sit next to him and examine everything. Whether his parking if correct, whether he check his blind spot, whether he drives at the correct lane, bla bla bla...

Baby always nails practicals. He's born to do practicals :P

Maybe what made him nervous is because usually traffic police people are strict in their markings and conduct...yeah.

But anywayz, I feel so proud of him nonetheless.

I can't wait for tomorrow to come. Okay it's 12.04am....which is today. But whatever.

I plan to meet him at YCK mrt after his test then went off straight to his house so I may not update tomorrow...but if I decided not to, I'll be at home awaiting his results and once I find out, I'll update the blog straight away kay? :)

Wawa sho pwoud of yoooouu!!!
I got it!! The song's called "Galanggal" by T.O.K. I also found out tat the song dah basi...it was played at clubs like last year....

Just goes to prove how lagging I am as a person.

Lol who caaaaarress........ ;)

Trying to find the music code now...dunno where to find. Thought of changing my layout to a normal one after all the V-day hype has gone off. Then can add that Galanggal music code...if there ever is one.

Baby's going out later to his gramma's house to take holy water for his upcoming TP test. So cute ahahz...air yg dah dibace2 sume la...

His mom(mama) also planned to masak2 when he passes.....I can't afford to say "IF he passes"...

She'll be cooking that bubur yg ade two colors too...one orange one white. The orange one is manis and the white one like masin2...one of my fave mmmmm...

Smangat.

Everybody's supporting him sey....everybody is like so eager for him to pass, except Zaimah. She was hoping that he'll fail because she can't afford to be so jealous of me lol. Of course, she's kidding. Love her still!

Hopefully he'll pass la....hopefully...

I'm thinkin of surprising him on that day. He told everyone, including me that we can't go down to SSDC to support him or to see him in action becos then he'll can't concentrate lol. So maybe...I'll go there without him knowing. I'll wait in the canteen until he finishes his TP test. Then I'll surprise him. If he passes, I'll be ecstatic and that will be like the perfect icing on the cake. If he fail, at least I'm there to comfort him...

I dunno. The thing is, his TP is like very early in the afternoon...how arh...

hmmm...

Or maybe I'll just meet him at mama's house.
I am such a happy girl today!!!!!!! I am so so happy!!!!!!! Woohoo!! Lol I came back terus I rush for the comp to blog sey hehe! Recap of the things I did yesterday and today...:)

Yesterday: Sort of celebrated V-day with baby...we didn't really celebrate yesterday because baby prefer to celebrate after his TP and also, becos end of the week then he dpt gaji hee. So basically we just jalan2 around town yesterday but I had fun!! I gave baby his V-Day prezzie anyway and he was ecstatic! Lol! He was like flailing his hands around and kept grinning all the way...got him his fave perfume, Burberry and also the cd that I burnt. He got me a nice cute, big stuffed plush toy pink rose and a balloooonn yaayy! *jump2* but he promised at the end of the week when we betul2 celebrate then he'll get me a proper prezzie. We watched Racing Stripes!! Sho cute canx! Made me feel like going to the zoo! Found out abt the new horror movie that's comin up, White Noise. So scary...so disturbing...the poster itself is scary. It features a rough distinct picture of a woman...and the captions were like " Picture taken year 2001...woman died year 19-sumthing"...

Scary right!! Then the trailer was even more scarier. It features voices of the dead...they were like "recorded year 2000 sumthing...person died year 19-sumthing..."

Whoa.....

Even I feel creepy as I type this. But I wanna watch the movie arh...

But I'm such a scaredy cat...I dun think I can survive the rest of week sleeping at night siakz after watching the movie. I mean, even scenes from Shutter that are supposed to be funny scared the hell out of me and I couldn't sleep....

Bleahx. Anyway had fun. Went window shopping and everything...and that's where I got addicted to Mango!! OMG why oh why didn't I come to the shop earlier...lol I'm SO lagging it's embarrassing!! All these while I'm only gaga over Esprit, TopShop, Miss Selfridge and those Roxy and Voodoo Dolls stuffs and couldn't be bothered over Mango siakz. *piakz own forehead* Baby fell in love with this pink corduroy pants and pink sweater on me..hehe. It was sooooooo niiiiicee and the price sooooooo reasonable canx! But the ultimate, ultimate one was the pink bag cum purse that I saw on display arh. Asked the salesgirl but she said it was out of stock. Then asked if I could purchase that bag on display but she said cannot. Then asked if we could purchase that bag then display another bag on the shelf instead but she said cannot. KNN...punyela hampa...punyela kecewa...I didn't have enough money so I thought of going shopping the next day, which is today. And try again for the bag....

Today: Actually the plan was to go for a pedicure and then went up to meet Zaimah then go shop. Then skali dunno why baby so moody today...so then I cancelled the date with Zaimah and met baby instead. Went to the nails shop then skali they said it was currently full so I hafta come back later in the evening around 7. So then okay went to shop instead. Went to Mango at Isetan and search for the pink bag...but dun haf. But the pink corduroy pants ade! Bought that then went to Topshop lakz. Ay I really dunno what happened to Topshop sakz...the clothes usually were so nice back then...now like dunno what. It's almost as though they're trying to copy This Fashion liddat lol!! All the manik2 and sequins and flower2 and renda2 and frills and dunno what la.....and the price buay tahan...Mango clothes were so much nicer than Topshop but the price was so much more reasonable sakz. Went to Lido's Mango pulak and try my luck for the pink bag...asked another salesgirl and she also said the bag is out of stock. Then asked if the bag is available in other Mango branches and she said I dun think so. Then asked if I could purchase the bag on display instead THEN she said the bag is freakin reserved.

RESERVED!!!!!!!!!

Who the fuck is that person siakz...menyebok je orang nak bag tu die pun menyebok nak. Dah tu reserve pulak tanak beli bag tu teros. The bag is also stupidly put on display for WHAT if it's not available and so-called "reserved" for a fuckin somebody who don't even bother to collect the bag?!?! The bag deserves to belong to a somebody who friggin CARES for the bag and NEED the bag and really really WANT it instead of "reserving" it...like me for example!!!!!!!!!!!

Argh benci ah.

I really wish I can sneak and take the bag down from the display and buy it siakz. Waddahell...

But anyway...bought a knee denim skirt, green shirt and the pink sweater that baby oh so loves on me. Weeeeee~ My money habis sakz sume...then tak jadi pedicure ahah!

The plastic bag they give was big sey...then all the while I kept swinging it around lol...show-off...best ah!

I wanna be a Mango girl la....Mango rawkz!! Mango is like the new TopShop for me sey lol. And I'm like SO impressed by how color coordinated and neat they were and how much variety there were....

Hopefully Mango won't jadi macam TopShop arh....

Hmmm..I haf yet to try Zara. Maybe next time...:)

Woohoo!! After this, I'mma do my wardrobe...hehe so exciting.

Anyway baby lent me his friend Bai's reggae cd. I am now currently into reggae! I'll see if I can put up the song that I'm into now. I dunno the title and I dunno who sang it...but it goes sumthing like

"wop(sp?) them one by one
galangga
fuck two by two
galangga
drop them three by three
galangga..." then dunno what jamaican words lah....

Sedap sakz.

Woot baby's TP is two days away....gorsh. Dunno why I'm so anxious. Die yang amik, aku yang stress. Ahah.

I believe he can make it. He used to be so good in practicals...but not so good in theory. He failed his Final Theory two times then finally passed the third time. But this is practical...aiya can make it la. Godeh2 ngan the instructor can liaoz hee.

Baby I believe in you!!~
Went out with Syidah today to buy our V-day prezzies for our sayangs. Was supposed to go with Sue too but she went out with her family instead lol becos I called her too late...

Met Imran and Jesse just now inside the Sasa shop at JP. Were looking at perfumes. Dunno who's it for. Imran's still the same but got taller. Jesse's looked so different with his yellow retro shades and his dyed hair and evrything...Syidah said he looks gay lol!

Anyway, went to the SingPost to withdraw money budden it was closed then went to POSB and that stupid stuck up achi was like saying to me like a little kid, "If you want immediate money, go SingPost. POSB cannot." and i was like hoping maybe she could help me and kept saying it's closed, it's closed...then she was like "Monday lorh."

Walauwey....*bitch slap her*

So I hafta go all the way home to take money and went all the way back to JP agen haiz...

nvm.

Got the perfume that he wants...then went to buy a cd case for my cd then went to the gift shop and bought a gift box.

After that went to Boon Lay Shopping Centre for Syidah's sayang's prezzie. I tell ya never ever go there alone ever. The place has this dangerous, creepy feel to it. Then this stupid guy in a car with three or four guys in it stopped in front of us and was like "hey babes, want a ride?" and i was like "no we're taken too bad." then they pretended to drive off but Syidah said they actually stopped in front there and waited for us. Then we decided to go to Clementi to search instead becos it was creepy and most of the shops are closed anyway. Got a cab and went straight off.

She bought this $200 gold chain necklace for her sayang sey....ffuuuuyyoooo...

Asked her why gold then she said he prefers gold so yea...*shrugs*.

Bling-bling!!

Got a new belt too. Then we talked for a while...catch up on things and went home.

Gawd I'm beat. I think you can probably tell from the way I type my entry here...so unenthusiastic lol.

Anyway I'm celebrating V-day tomorrow!!!!!! yay!!!!!!!

What am I gonna wear!??!
There's been a lot and i mean a lot mails from various polys ever since the year started. Countless Open House invitations, countless flyers, countless brochures, countless mails, this and that.....urgh.

Don't they know that it's really, really mean to give people high hopes!??

It's like, my results are really confirmed that I've passed or sumthing that's why I've been bombarded with all these stupid mails...and I haven't even finished reading every single one of them and yet more comes my way.

It's so mean. And it's so unfair.

Please, please don't give me high hopes.

Gawd it just makes me wanna cry. I mean, what if I've read all of those mails and I got hopeful and all budden my results came in and sucked...it just gonna make my world crash doesn't it?

Please stop all those mails from coming can...........
I've kinda been a pain in the house lately, always finding faults and everything. And I have trouble sleeping sometimes. And when I do get some sleep, I'll always get the same dream over and over again.

I'm recently feelin a lil agitated for some reason...like something's bothering me. Which of course there is...

Maybe this is what you call, the pre-O's results feelings. Or something like it I dunno.

Aaaargh...this feeling is much worse than when ur waiting for ur N's results to arrive. I should know.

I'm feeling as anxious as I've ever been in my life.

I really wonder just how will I cope when the big day finally arrives. Which is why I'm really hoping that baby will pass his TP test so that he can drive me to school cos I dun think I can even bear taking the stupid crowded bus...I'll faint i tell ya.

I recently talked to akak pai...she said I really should have a plan b AND c if ever plan a should fail.

Which is why maybe...just maybe...if I couldn't get into a poly, or if i can get into a poly but the courses that I'm eligible for sucks, then I'll resort to plan b. Which is to aim for Lasalle instead. Cos at least they take O level holders which have 4 credits and a pass...and a pass means D7 or E8. Anyway I was kinda interested in their Arts Management course...I really think every poly should have this course, which I think they will in the future considering the fact that more and more polys are having courses that has something to do with the arts like Music and Audio Tech(SP), New Media(RP), Digital Entertainment Tech(NYP) and so on...plus, I can get to Lasalle as easy as 1, 2, 3 cos there's one straight bus from my place to Lasalle, although the journey is gonna be really long. But at least it's nearer than TP. Speaking of TP, i can also get to TP via that same bus sey. Bus no.30. They both go to Lasalle and TP, both of the greatest schools ever.

*le sigh*

And if I still can't resort to plan b(how bad am i?!) then I'll go to plan c...which is to mdis or shatec or something which I hope I will not go to.

*more le sigh*

How arhz???

Die.

Never thought I'd say this but...

I wanna watch Racing Stripes!!!! Lol.

Like so cute lorh...a talking zebra cita2 nak jadi a real horse racer lah konon...lol.

Was supposed to go out to watch the movie with baby yesterday but changed plans and went over to his house instead and chill. His mom goreng fries and everything and we watched I Know What You Did Last Raya...funny siakz. The story like, klakar seram gitu arh. Then ard 11pm or 12+am liddat we went to Mustafa centre together with his parents. Had loads of fun there...klakar sey...everything abt yesterday was so funny, I dunno why. Then we left the place ard 2+am and went to fetch his sis at Cine then went to send me home.

I had a lot of fun sey yesterday. I feel so blessed...so privileged to be part of his family. Baby was saying that the both of us are like married already sey, can jalan2 together with his family and all.

I feel so lucky...

Being accepted and liked by ur partner's family really does mean it all.

Hey guys~ Just like to wish my fellow Chinese friends a very prosperous and happy chinese new year!!

Gong Xi fa Cai!! :)

Baby wrote me a testie at Friendster todae....:)

It's the sweetest thing ever. Cheesy yes..but who doesn't like cheesiness when ur in love? hahahz...anything goes man when ur feelin this way.

You know, people say that when your relationship gets older..like, after 5 months of being together, your relationship tends to get tamer and slowed down...everything's calm and not as exciting as when you guys are first together. Eventually you'll get bored of each other and the relationship because there's no spark or spice in your relationship anymore so that's why people break up to find someone "better".

But I don't think it's true at all. At least, in my case. I feel that as my relationship with him ages, the better it gets. Seriously..it gets better and better each day. It gets much more exciting...even every fight that we had/have gets better cos then after the fight, we'll feel even more closer than ever...we feel the bondness more..and our love and care for each other more.

And that's all that matters. And hey, we've only been together for nearly a year now. Who knows what may or might happen in the future let's say maybe when we're together 4/5 years from now?

It just gonna get better and better baby.

I love him so much....*sigh dreamily*

Lol. I am so lovesick now.....anyone cares to bask in the lovey-dovey ambience with me? :P

Okay I didn't know what happened just now but when I clicked "publish post" the entire post just erased away just like that. Lucky the post is not long...anyway...just cos I'm in a good mood now, I'll type all over again. :)

I said...:

Went over to Sha's crib todae cos I thought I wanna burn a cd for my baby on V day and also scan some pics to upload up. Turns out her comp was a bit sewel so I couldn't burn lol...but we had fun all the same. had great laughs choosing appropriate songs for the cd and everything...then we watched Not Another Teen Movie and Seed of Chucky! Thanx for today sha! hee~

But anywayz, I went home and tried to burn the cd by myself. I was like so blur giler cos of the new comp's new system and software and whatnot and everything....was kinda reluctant to godeh2 cos it's a new comp after all, like..what if something happened then I don't know how to help myself siaz cos I'm not used to the comp yet and everything...but nonetheless, brave ol me plucked up the courage and godeh2...hehz. My mom kept shoving all the Instructions and Getting Started books in front of my face...hahahz.

But after godeh2-ing, I actually finally managed to burn!!!!!!! It was so cool lol cos that was like the first time I ever burned a cd by myself using my own comp and without help but by myself.

*bangga*

It's worth it. Hope baby likes it! :)

Listening to the old classic love songs like Whitney Houston's or Shania Twain's sure does bring sweet memories and warmth all over the body and soul....

aaaaahh bliss....:)

Sorry to all the singles or the heartbroken ones or the depressed and suicidal ones but...


it sure does feel great to be in love doesn't it? :)

Okay so there I was feelin so irritated that I couldn't find any safe and legal sites to put a song into my blog like last time...what ever happened to powerwebmusic or msealsmusic or ceruleandream??!! I needed them!!

But thank gawd for my new updated comp....I happened to stumble across a music VIDEO codes site...and there were so many of them at google. Feelin even more irritated cos I thought well, i wanted the MUSIC not the VIDEO...but i just went in anyway.

The one thing that lifted everything up from my shoulders was that it had the song of my choice which is Let Me Love You by Mario which is undoubtedly stuck playing in my head for yonks now and the video quality is excellent aaaahh!!! Then I tried putting the codes and preview how it'll look like and voila...!

Boy was I freakin impressed.

GAWD!! I mean, just how canggih can the net get?! 1st the music codes took people's blogs and websites and journals by storm...and now music VIDEOS.

Wow.

I feel so proud of my new blog. Lol.

I love this song!!!!!!!!!!

And since I'm the generous sort(*snort*), check it out: www.musicvideocodes.com

Have fun!

Okay so I finally got to the hang of my new blog...I know the layout's cheesy but whatever. Just tryin to get the feel of the upcoming Valentine's day...somehow it reminds me of Happy House cos of the oh so bright colors...duncha think?

But anyway, I'm kinda feelin irritated cos I can't seem to get the html code of my new colored doodle board. I've customised and saved it but the code is STILL the same...how arh??!

Anyway, went to SP open house yesterday with baby. I just can't get my friends to go out with me anymore...it's exasperating. It's either they are really "busy" with their work/current jobs or they're just irritated by me and wanna shun away from me and since we're out of skool now, it is the best opportunity to do so.

Or maybe I'm just plain paranoid.

But what the heck...one thing I've learnt is NEVER underestimate my baby...ever.

I didn't ask him to accompany me to the open house at first because I thought nahz..maybe it wasn't his thing. And he'll get bored nuts. But then, I got all these excuses from my friends not wanting to go the stupid open house...so I got all frustrated and everything cos I got nobody to go with. You know, this is the exact reason why I couldn't go to NYP's open house too the other day jeez...and then I dunno...some miracle happened. My baby just happens to call me at the last minute that night after I felt like giving up and asked me if he could follow my friends and i to the open house.

Aaaahh what joy!! My gawd if only I could hug and kiss and slobber all over him there and then. If only I knew..I could bring him along to NYP as well the other day GAH! I also suddenly realize maybe it was a good idea after all to tag him along cos then he can get a feel of how poly life will be like if i just happens to get a chance there. Or maybe he was just being paranoid of the huge number of people there and was afraid that the guys might steal me away...lol whatever it is, I am so grateful.

So there I was with him at the open house touring around the campus and the school of business and stuff and surprisingly, he seemed quite interested in the Media and Communications course and whispered to me if he could stay inside the studio a little longer lol. Previously, he wasn't so keen on me taking up a business course but now waddya know...such a good idea to bring him along.

SP was okay...but it was kinda creepy cos there are a lot of hidden passageways and gloomy corridors and it was so bizarrely quiet at the school of business campus...it was also way at the back of the entire SP school. Well I couldn't blame it...it is the oldest poly ever...hmmm wonder if there are plenty of spooky "history" stories behind it...

But anywayz...I STILL prefer TP hands down. I think if I bring my baby along to TP he'll fall in love immediately with the skool...just like me.

Haiz...just hope for the best lah eh....

dunno if can make it or not also. I am SO dreading the release of the results day.....ARGH!

Heeeeyyy!! Woohoo I can't believe this is really finally happening. I'm typing my very 1st post ever for my 2nd blog woohoo!!! Kay I decided to have a 2nd totally different blog(well maybe not totally different) for obvious reasons. I'm starting a new life...a new me. My first blog was like waaayy waaaayy back there in the past already.

It's like nearly 1am now so I can't really do much now. Not tomorrow either cos I'll be goin ta SP's open house with my baby. Long story. Update laer!!

Woohoo new blog! new blog!!

So exciting. *grins*

.:waywee-wawa:.




Since 2nd Jan 2007

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Nad's 23rd.
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Gone for good.
Frena's, ima's brother's, weddings, hearts content...
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